When I think about myself as an individual in this lifetime experience, I always have to separate my reality, into two unique pieces which quite simply is a body and a soul. And strangely enough this is of great comfort to me when I start to think about my Multiple Sclerosis diagnosis. I understand that MS is a physical (body) ailment that has little to do with the soul part of my incarnation beyond being a lesson on learning compassion and love. I’m sure that sounds like something that should be significant to my spiritual growth overall, which it is, but I take great comfort in knowing that on the day I cease to exist in the physical plane is also the day that MS ceases to be a part of my continued existence, simply stated if I learn my lessons well enough, I can move beyond Multiple Sclerosis and never have deal with it again as far as I’m concerned.
Have you ever heard someone with MS or Parkinson’s or Cancer or any devastating disease say that it was the best thing that ever happened to them before? I can assure you that you didn’t hear it from me but I have come to understand what it is they are referring to when they make such a statement. After you can move yourself beyond the, why me phase, you start to see the world in a completely different manner. It’s like coming out of a deep all encompassing fog where you can see the world with eyes that no longer tune out a deeper compassion for the human experience, in short, you learn to love on a much more profound level then you ever thought you could. It makes almost everything that most people worry about in life seem incredibly insignificant from that point on. And if it took my getting Multiple Sclerosis to learn that, then I have to consider the possibility, that though I’m not really happy that’s what it took, perhaps it was worth the experience to achieve that overwhelming spiritual growth that is occurring within me.
And then it all starts to hit you just how petty most of what our race seems to think is important in this world. It’s not about amassing great wealth, or having the biggest house, or the power to influence other peoples lives just because you can. It’s ultimately about compassion, truth, and the willingness to help everyone else around you to find peace in their own existence.
And most of all, it’s about finding your own personal faith in who and what you are, and sharing that with everyone else!
I’m dedicating this blog entry to a person that I didn’t know all that well, but I wish I had. When I met her she was in the advance stages of Progressive MS and little did I know at the time that this would be almost prophetic since it was twenty years before my own MS diagnosis. She was one of the kindest and gentlest spirits that I have ever met never once complaining about the hardships of her own life which were extensive by any normal standards that most of us experience. However, she left behind her spiritual compassion that will be shared and passed on by each of her four sons, John, Steve, Bill, and Dave. She brought the light of God into this world and it is only right that this light be shared by all!
Camille Marie Kelly
If anyone would like for me to add a dedication to a future post in, MS and Beyond, please contact me at the email address on my resume page above!
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I’ve recommended your blog in my blog’s post this evening. Thank you for sharing.
Sorry – my health blog is at wordpress:http://terrysthoughtsandthreads.wordpress.com/2014/10/21/realizing-and-reacting-reconciling-and-reaching/ My blog at blogspot.com is about book reviews. 🙂
That is quite alright, we all work together!
You are most welcome!
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Thank you for sharing this. God bless.
You are most welcome, thank you!
Your post left me in tears; because I know The Divine One used MS to bring you closer to Him. He used the murder of my son and my illness for me to unite with Him. I urge you to continue seeking deeper union with your Creator, nothing compares.
Thank you Elizabeth. You are a vey special person indeed!
Thank you, Bill! As a person in recovery from alcoholism, I have come to accept and embrace the reality that I am an alcoholic, grateful for the doors to which that diagnosis led me. I would not have taken the road less traveled otherwise. Now, waiting for the final results of a lumbar puncture which may or may not combine with a “possible MS” diagnosis based upon symptoms & MRI, I face the possibility of another fork in the road. This tangential path would be another invitation to explore compassion, love, and a deeper purpose for being. Thanks again, Bill, for sharing your perspectives.
You’re welcome! If there is such a thing as reincarnation, which I believe there is, I just hope that I learned this lesson without having to do this experience over again to learn it again. Once, was quite enough! LOL